today sch was usual. maths goin finish loci soon movin on to vectors. eng nth much jus teachin of situational rite-in frm e start agn. den geo. gt bak my geo test. din even study oso can gt 13/22. nt bad.den aft tt was chinese. nth much. den phy n chem. chem don really understand e new topic?? -.- den aft sch slacked in canteen. waitin fr tym fr ASP. went go play BB den played soccer. aft tt rushed bak to klas fr ASP. was late?? i din know ms ang came bak n hav ASP lesson wif us. -.- den aft tt jiu slacked awhile wif jy jp & yz in sch. den aft tt i went home le.lrted home. walked pass bb court. saw dm ys dey all. den played bb wif dem. den ard 5.30 lyk tt jiu went home le.reached home bathe & online...
i felt so diff frm my true self. i donno really know wad im doin lately?? zzz haiz i tink i havin frendship probs wif some of my frends ba. it seems lyk so long no contact can make sum1 really tink diff abt u. zzzz wth lo. haiz don wan lose a frend whether is he/she good or bad. too mi everyone are e same. u can look dwn on mi im fine wif tt. cannt b bother too. but don look dwn on my frends. i oso donno who am i. haiz. too much stress too much probs kept within myself?? felt so pathetic. i guess is tym fr mi to do sth?? lyk wad?? haiz oso donno. who are my best frend or a nt?? don nid u teach mi i know myself. & if u tink bad abt mi? i don mind u can fck off too. but i will still treat u as u were once my frend. diff ppl gt diff ways of doing wad dey i suppose? but am i doin it rite?? haiz i oso donno. -.- nvm forgt abt tt.
haiz hw i wish time can re-wind bak ??
guess nth le bah shall end here.
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