♥ 2008/07/26
omq. bored so came n blog again. hais. dammit. i do know what e fck im thinking.. why things turn out to be this way.feelings change memories don't? e feeling i once had & e feeling i having now seems to be e same. getting you off my mind was nv easy.you might know it. you might not notice cause i decided not mention about it again. but somehow i can not do it. i just can not help it. i just want you to knowit. i once though everything is what i expected it to be. but it did not turn out to be what it suppose to be. hais. this is not i wanted it to be. this is not i wished for. im not happy with what i've been through what i facing now. why i did not realise it early? even if i did ? am i able to make it from not happening? i wanted to change i wanted to save it from happening. but i do not have e chance to do so. i wanted it to be my first. and my only last. but i was not able to do so. how i wish i had e courage that time. how i wish time can rewind. i know time cannot rewind but i only hope for a chance to appear. a chance to prove that what i said was real. i somehow was lost. & i had been running in a maze for a long time yet i cannot find e exit of e maze. it was never easy from e start & never was it easy to end it . as long you are happy. i wll be happy as well. a smile from you is all i need. iloveyou. 大好きトリス
a chance will do.
feelings change memories don't.
a chance will do.
feelings change memories don't.
♥ 5:35 PM ♥
