feelings change memories don't

2009-08-07T22:43:00.007+08:00

Hmmmmms.

Everyone i had moved to onsugar.com.
get the link from me via MSN or SMS me.

hmmms.
after i saw you.
i finally smile after that.
i had thought of it.
i had been so .... anyway,
what is done is done.
what happened, happen already.
no point looking back at it anymore.
if you really love someone, you will really let her go in peace.
as long you are happy, so will i.
i guess that's all.
I'm sorry. take care.
all the best to you in life.
jealousy kills.
~~if I'm given the chance again. i will still choose you.~~
feelings change memories don't.

2009-08-03T08:48:00.001+08:00

i din say she started it first.

anyway she know it herself can le.

i don wan to say much le.

end.

2009-08-01T19:48:00.003+08:00

OPEN EYES BIG BIG HOR!

CCB CALL ME A HONGSTER??!!

WHO NOW SO FAST GOT STEAD ALREADY?

NB TREAT ME AS WHAT???

HAVE ME THAT TIME SAY I GOOD.

DON'T NEED ME. F ME OFF.

NB HONG GAN LA HOR!!

I WAS AN IDIOT TO LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

PISSED OFF!! SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT!

YOU JUST ANOTHER HONGSTER! _|_

I HATE HONGSTER

I HATE PEOPLE WHO PLAYS WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS!

YOU GOT NO RIGHTS TO HATE LIARS!

BECAUSE YOU ARE ALSO A LIAR! _|_

2009-07-31T23:21:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

hmmms.
nothing much today.
today was enterprise. pretty tired.
slept in class today.
after school.
bused to bedok inter with anders.
went to find my idiot sister.
after that went to Expo and study.
ok. i did not really study. hahas.
see her study.
chatted quite alot.
after that went to eat at Tampines.
bused there.
went to CS to have my dinner.
idiot fall for my tricks!! :D
after that send her to bus inter.
aftermath homed.
stop calling me asshole la idiot ! :D
anyway thanks sister. for everything today. (;

everything ends here.
you left me.
i will leave everything here.
this is where all comes to an end.

P/S: this will be my last post le. i will not be using blogger anymore.
i had switched to something else. will ask you guys to relink me.
ASAP.

2009-07-30T21:59:00.004+08:00

blogging time...

school per normal.
RJ was crap.
500words?? -.-
training after that.
6km run??
was dam shag after e run.
did gym training again.
did it with form today. (;
after that did abs exercise .
same thing happened again. );
after that bathe.
walked to woodlands int.
aftermath homed.

guessyouarenowhappy.
findsomeonethatsuitsyou.
thatsfast.butgood.
youarehappynow.sowilli.
idon'tcarehowyoulookatme.
iknowitmyselfwellenoughcanalready.
iwillmoveontoo.fromnowon.
loveisblind.
feelingschangememoriesdon't.
allthisarejustlies??
oraretheyreal??
27/07/09anuntoldsecretleftbehind.

2009-07-29T23:01:00.008+08:00

blogging time...

hmmmms.
school per normal.
science today. hahas.
went opp kopitiam and eat.
huhu abit.
after school.
met up with e RPC guys.
went to LSR with david and tommy.
bused there.
did warm up as usual.
6 of us went down to paddle first together with the first 7.
after that PT.
nose bleeding again. =\
after that 6packs training :D
homed after that with Nesh.
thanks mummy for the dinner. :D
ate medicine after that. (;

training tomorrow! going all the way!!
aspire to strive hard!

i'mlessunderstandinglessthoughful
wasnotbecauseifailedtobeone.
itsbecausei'mimperfect.

feelingschangememoriesdon't

LAST SONG FOR TODAY!

BACKSTREET BOYS - I still . . .

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

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to Jocelyn: Hey sis! :D

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2009-07-29T14:08:00.003+08:00

Simple Plan - Perfect

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I'm wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

�Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't
Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing� alright

�Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

�Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

�Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

listening to this two song recently. so addictive huh?
i also don't know why.
tatas!~

2009-07-28T22:38:00.007+08:00

blogging time...

lesson normal.
less in a mood.
did my work.
went for training after school.
didn't went on form.
just bother to go for weights making myself exhausted.
today training was not so happening.
things happened. well hope after today.
everything will be smooth.

maybeidon'tknowwhatyouwants.
yea.otherscouldknowyoulessthanamonth.
isbecauseyoutoldthem.imnotsuperman
youdon'texpectmetoknowanything.
withjustseeingandthinking.
youknowwhatiwantsbutyouain'tshowingit.
perhapsyoudon'tunderstandmeaswell.
youliedtometoo! ineversaidaword!
brokenpromiseyoufailedtokeep.

thanks those who cheered me up and care and concern for me.
i appreciated it. sorry for those i ignore for today.
thanks sisters brothers buddies and friends. love you guys.!

2009-07-27T17:47:00.005+08:00

blogging time...

this post is specially for you:
Baby, sorry for not been understanding.
sorry for neglecting how you feel.
sorry for not giving you my trust fully.
i know how many sorry i said
it will not erase what i had done.
It's raining today, i could start to feel everything.
i can hear you crying with sorrow.
i can finally feel how you feel.
the rains are pouring on me.
i can feel everything.
sorry baby, i had neglected how you feel.
i always thought what i thought will be right.
but somehow I'm wrong.
I never understand you was because of my ignorance.
I made you not able to trust me.
I fail to treasure you trust.
making you feel insecure.
But now i know it.
I will not let it happen again.
Sorry, for taking to long just to realize it.
Baby, all i wish is for you to forgive my mistake.

2009-07-20T10:54:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

Friday,
met love at TPY.
she pei me go Wisma to collect my w595 from ICU.
after that walked around.
bus-ed back to TPY.
ate Burger King.
e service really sucks!!
chatted awhile.
aftermath homed.

Saturday,
had training.
was the first batch to do water first.
craps. capsized even before i set off.
after that got back the momentum.
land training after that. ran for 5rounds.
did 50pulls up.
helped to keep the boats back to the shack.
punishment D;
1minute non stop push up. x.x
aftermath home-d.

Sunday,
went TPY meet love.
mrt-ed to City Hall.
went to find my brother and gf.
played pool.!
so pissed off. );
so long no play. skills sucks.!
watched movie after that.
Harry Potter VI.
movie was quite alright.
send love back to TPY by mrt.
aftermath mrt-ed home.

Today,
mrt-ed to school.
hahas. was dam long. =\
now 2nd break. sian.
shall end here. (;

2009-07-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

nothing much for today.
had Maths UT2 today.
was doable. i think?? hahas.
bused home with david.
took till CP and alighted.
went to MR bean to buy something light to eat.
aftermath home-d.

♥ baby. don sad already. i really miss you so. D:

2009-07-13T20:37:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

SATURDAY,
went for darren 21th birthday celebration at Pasir Ris Coasta Sand Resort.
played mahjong awhile when we reached there.
had our buffet dinner.
played mahjong again.
was raining heavily. so did not went home.
played mahjong overnight. won 25bucks in total.
slept at 5am+

SUNDAY,
woke up around 10.30am++
slacked awhile.
after that went to return the chairs.
then went to DTE to buy NUM flipflop. last day offer.
aftermath home.
bathe.
had a light lunch.
met milk at hougang.
then went Dhouby Ghaut find ahboi.
mrt-ed to TPY to find baby♥.
mrt-ed down to AMK.
waited for miaoxian n her sister to come.
slacked around in AMK.
after that went Cine to find my brother n his gf tgt wif baby.
had our dinner at TAKA.
after that send baby back to TPY
sleep on baby awhile. (;
aftermath HOME-d.
♥ baby. want sleep more on baby. );

TODAY,
nothing much.
ordered for KFC delivery.
went to collect it at about 11.30am.
had Enterprise UT2 today.
was doable. quite better than UT1
aftermath HOME-d.
sorry. will go gym on Wednesday with you guys.

2009-07-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

Wednesday,
nothing much.
christian on reservist. new faci came and took over.
had cognitive UT2 after school.
so much harder than UT1.
after UT went gym with Jason and co.
shag.

Yesterday,
nothing much.
raining. x.x
baby came to find me.
accompany me. accompany her too. (;
send her to bus stop then home. ♥s.

Today,
nothing much also.
raining as usual.
had Science UT2 after school.
eek sucks big time!
did not know how to do a few of questions. x.x
after that went to gym with Jason & co.
shag man! did more than Wednesday. more sets completed.

TIME TO GO AND SLEEP!! hahahs.

♥ baby.

2009-07-07T18:37:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

nothing much today.
went school per normal.
raining day today.
cold. >.<
stupid school. only can eat at Koufu. (assigned place)
craps.
bused home after school.

going gym tomorrow with Jason and Co.

fun phrase. :D
The next time you think you're perfect, try walking on water .

2009-07-06T17:37:00.005+08:00

blogging time...

went out with ♥ yesterday.
went TPY find her.
after that MRT to Dhouby Ghaut.
went to Grand Cathay and booked tickets for movie. Ice Age 3: Dawn Of the Dinosaur.
after that went to Park Lane Mall.
RAIN-ed!! D: suay lo.
had our McFlurry icecreams. :D
hahas. surprised each other by using each other phone and put something inside.
wanted play pool after that but baby claim that two people play very sian. hahas.
walked around POMO i think?? went to subway and buy cookies.
after that went in Cold Storage.
went out of Park Lane Mall.
not raining heavily. quickly went back to Grand Cathay.
slack-ed. Baby slept on me again. hahas.
Movie-d.
Dinner at Japanese Sushi at B1.
had our meals.
after that baby was so crazy high n cute. HAHHss.
she made her own master piece with e leftovers.
will post the photos once i have it. it's god dam creative lo. (;
fetched baby to the bus stop and waited for her bus to come.
sent baby up to bus. (;
mrt-ed home after that.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you.

TODAY,
nothing much.
boring programming module. x.x
rain-ed.
went home together with jason bradon nigell darren daniel and estelle.

♥ so poor thing caught under the rain. haha.
miss you. ♥ you. (;

PHOTOS UPDATED!

2009-07-03T20:20:00.005+08:00

blogging time...

my w595 still in ICU. how sad. );
anyway cut the craps. (;
went to meet baby♥ yesterday,
to celebrate our anniversary together. :D
went straight down to TPY to meet her after school.
RAHS. that SIZHU is late. hahahahs. (;
after that mrt-ed down to VivoCity.
why VivoCity?? don't intend to tell anyone. it's our little secret. (;
hahas. yeap. anyway way to the same place we went that time.
OMG. unbelievable. baby prepared a lot of surprises for me. >.<
especially the guessing game. OMG it was freaking hard lo.
disturbed each other. >.<
chatted also. (;
after that went to eat at LJS. hahahs. did not know what to eat so ate there.
went to walk around in VivoCity. went to Giant. hahahs.
after that went to take mrt. baby alighted at Dhouby Ghaut. >.<
& guess what? my mummy boared the mrt. x.x
aftermath mrt-ed and then bus-ed home.
hmmmmmmmmms. haven end yet. :DD i reached home.
baby gave me another surprise. hahahs. so touched. (;
love you lots baby. ♥'s hehes.
baby this is between you and me.
i want to let you know i love you lots.
the promise we made. you know i know can le. (;

TODAY,
nothing much.
fucking school.
no thermometer. cannot enter school.
lameshit. group of people stuck outside of entrance.
need to buy thermometer for 6dollars?? lameshit.
seeked in. (;
craps. heng heng passed. (;
after that had meeting.
then bus-ed to sembawang to eat.
see afew videos of the senior canoe-ing. extremely power sia.
aftermath mrt-ed to khatib then bus-ed home.

2009-06-30T13:05:00.006+08:00

blogging time...

woots my 300th post.!! hahahahs.
anyway yesterday went out with W36G.
not all went. hahahs.
fcking suay yesterday. shall not talk about it.
met nigell and darren at SK mrt.
mrt-ed to vivocity.
waited the rest to come.
we went to 'slack'
afterawhile, amanda , daniel , estelle , jason & richelle came.
took the train to sentosa. (;
first we went to siloso beach.
not alot people plus there almost fully blocked off.
so we went to palawan beach.
after that 'slack' and then down to swim.
blahsblahsblahs.
ivan and brandon came. the dragonboaters x.x
swam and played awhile.
&& there is totally no sun!! when we came. like WTF CAN?!
suddenly it rained.! wth _|_ o.O _|_
headed for shelter.
after awhile it stopped.
we went to wash up.
me, nigell and darren
waited fr the rest at 7-11.
after awhile we decided to move to koufu and wait.
awhile ltr chirstain came over with e stuffs.
waited awhile. all came le.
tram-ed back to beach station.
took the train back to vivocity.
after that mrt-ed to serangoon.
had our lunch at chompchomp.
anders sean and kianyong joined us too.
ate le jiu went to icecube to have icecreams.
me bradon ivan and jason waited outside.
it was fcking long can??!! zzzz.
took one last photo.
aftermath, took 136 with darren.
homed.
p/s: photo will v uploaded asap.

came across someone's blog. and i saw this...
爱是包容，是责任，是关怀，是信任，是忍受。。。爱是无袁无虑的。
i find this true. (;

&& lastly, E-learning sucks big time!! && my school now got 66cases of h1n1?? OMFG.

iloveyou.imissyou. (;

HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!! :D

2009-06-28T23:06:00.004+08:00

blogging time...

firstly!! my w595 is in ICU. (:
went out with love♥ today.
met her at tpy around 3pm++
she was slow as a pig :D cannot blame. :X
mrt-ed to orchard!
went to wisma to have my w595 to repair. ):
after that went walking around town.
went buy mcflurry!!
after that walked to dhouby ghaut.
slacked :D
ohhhh soooo sweeet baby fall asleep. :D
after that had dinner at Mac.
chatted while eating.
after that went to NTUC buy water :D
went to opp to take bus.
ok this the retarded part.
we chased after 143. & guess what??
its e wrong side. x.x run n sweat fr nth. );
cross over to the other side.
sit there.
just nice 143 and 139 came.
but was single deck. x.x so din took it.
ok. so sat there awhile.
blahsblahsblahs.
one 143 double deck came.
missed it. din saw it. craps. x.x
hair messy. so make my hair.
another 143 double deck came.
WTF missed it again. !!
and it din even stop fr us. _|_ O.o _|_
so we decide to stop what we are doing.
sat there for quite some time.
two 65 came. =\
so i decided to do sth stupid :D
let history repeat itself. :D
guess what?? i prove it right.!!
hahas. i made my hair again. :D
at this time bus 143 double deck came!!!
then i told baby. it works! history repeat itself! (:
muahahahahahas. crazy me. x.x
bus-ed to tpy.
wait for my bus88.
aftermath home-d. :D
so tired. x.x i think i shall end here.
tml outing with W36G :D

2009-06-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

went out with baby yesterday to celebrate her birthday. (;
went TPY to fetch her.
slacked awhile at there.
walked back to TPY hub.
rahs. baby talked to my laptop.
so cute man. hahahs.
then MRT-ed to Dhouby Ghaut.
baby was naughty in the MRT.
keep disturb me.
rahs.
had dinner at Ajisen Ramen.
eat and chatted.
give baby disturb me again.
after that walked around in town.
slacked at Spinelle i think???
did abit of my homework. heng there got connection.
hahas. baby helped me also. hohos.
aftermath, bus-ed back to TPY.
baby pei me go take cab. ^_^
cabbed home. thanks baby <3

TODAY,
went for fip outing.
slacked awhiled
waited for milk to come.
ate dinner at Just Acia.
aftermath went home.

2009-06-25T01:51:00.008+08:00

blogging time...

haven been blogging for sometime.
anyway. lets start from last week.
went out with baby on SAT.
met her at TPY.
after that mrt-ed to EXPO
walked ard there.
OMG. seriously EXPO no event is really .... man!
after that we mrt-ed to PASIR RIS.
hahahs. forced baby to drink a lot water!!
coz she sick.
went walk around. then went NTUC.
after that bus-ed to back TPY.
went to eat subway. :D
make baby ate sth. hahas.
after that slacked at old place.
aftermath home-d.
love baby to bits. (:

school as normal on monday.

TODAY,

went watch transformer: revenge of the fallen with my class mentor and classmates.
omg. i must say its super awesome. :D
hahahs. i don't mind watching it the 2nd time. hohos.
anyway, watched e movie at cineleisure.
watched 4.15pm e.
the show was like 2hr30mins? long. but NICE!!
hahahs. after that slacked around. walked around.
had our dinner at TAKA mac.
aftermath walked around.
bought a smile tee with ban bee. hahas.
after that we were so lame can??
scissor paper stone. see who win will the e plastic bag with e shirt home.
while the other person will take e shirt home.
2-0. i won.!! hahahahas. anyway, played for fun e. hahas.
aftermath mrt-ed back to sengkang
then LRT-ed home.

WOOOTS RP 1wk HOLIDAY!! thanks to the H1N1.
many plan up ahead.!~ esp tml :D

&& lastly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! <3
older 1yr le. must guai guai uh!! hehes.
going out with baby tml. <3

2009-06-17T08:48:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

so long no blog le. hohos.
yesterday had training.
getting more tougher.
took 161 back to SK.
saw victor and edmund at e busstop
home-d by 9.30pm.

shagged.

currently in school now. hahhs.
hmmms. blog again when there is sth to update about.

baby, don anyhow think wor. muahhaahhas. :D
iloveyou imissyou. :P faster wake up pigg!! :D

re-linked & tags replied.

2009-06-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

back from camp yesterday.
was dam shag.
anyway lazy blog everything about the camp.
basically is train n train plus a few games that got to do with physical also.
hahhs. anyway nothing much.
met up with K and hawk and his frends yesterday.
went vivo hand dinner . then went suntec for IT fair.
aftermath home.

lastly, i miss you baby i love baby. <3

p/s: lazy blog too much. damn tired.

2009-06-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

yesterday,
went out with same old audition clique.
met up with zhou and milk and waikian at hougang mrt.
mrt-ed to dhouby ghaut to meet up with blur.
went to LJS and slacked awhile and waited for Fae.
after she came, we went buy things to eat.
Demon came after that.
went fetch baby at TPY.
after that went back PS to find them.
went arcade and played.
after that went and slacked with baby at somewhere.
been di xiao by her like to the max!! ><
after that went back to find them.
watch DRAG ME TO HELL. :D
not really damn scary hahahs.
baby grabbed me so tight :X
after that went to cine.
played L4D awhile.
after that went to HK cafe to eat.
aftermath fetch baby back to TPY.
then home-d.

today,
went out with milk and zhou and olivia and waikian to meet shenee,nemo,lurve and esther.
went to arcade to played
then went to JustAcia to have our lunch.
after that lan-ed
and went to orchard find the rest.
aftermath mrt-ed home. :X

sian. 10 - 12 Canoeing camp D:
so gonna miss baby and the rest of you peeps. >.<

2009-06-06T17:42:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

back from chalet yesterday. :D

first day was rather boring. cause not many people was able to stay over.
went Ehub to play arcade, after awhile went to check in.
went met J after checked in.
went back to chalet around 6pm
played mahjong then went out for dinner at DTE.
aftermaths went back to chalet and slacked and played.
then went watch midnight movie MONSTER VS ALIEN.
aftermath, went back to the chalet.
all fell asleep around 4.30am?? too bored and tired.

second day went to Escape Theme Park.
is like so long since i been there.
the haunted house changed alot.
had breakfast cum lunch together
after that headed to ETP.
went to the haunted house first.
was damn funny.
all is like ........
shall not talk about it :X
after that went to play the rest of the things there.
was damn shag and tired at the end of the day.
i guess all too old le ba. easy get tired. :(
we went back to chalet.
rested awhile.
watched VCD.
after that went to buy the foods for the BBQ.
I GO SHOPPING!! :D
amazing. laughs.
after that went back to chalet and started the fire.
we BBQ-ed for about 5hours??
after that played poker cards and mahjong.
bathe. rested.
played a weird game jason intro-ed.
but it was quite fun. played till around 4.30 am++ i think?
after that all fell asleep again. laughs.

third day woke up. washed up and booked out.
had our breakfast at BK.
after that went to arcade and played.
aftermath, home-ed.
tired but fun, hope the class spirit of W36-G will stay on. :DD
photo was taken. will post it up once i get it.

went for training today.
had time for water training.
hahhs.
amazingly i didn't capsize both in T1 and T2.
first time in T1, was struggling to stable myself.
hahas.
after water training was land training.
aftermath, bused home.

that's all for today.

going out with the audition clique to celebrate fae's birthday. :D

2009-06-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

so long no blog le. hohos.
went out with J on sunday. ((:
went ECP den marine parade walk walk.
aftermath went tampines for dinner.
then went pasir ris then home-d :D

wooots. went for training today.
so hot x.x
run around the 2nd storey 20times.
then circuit then pull ups.
then "games"
freaking hot. run n run n run x.x
after training, bathe then went CWP eat with david.
aftermaths, home-d.
reached home, bathe again then bed. :D

having chalet tml. W36-G chalet :D
hahahs. will update when i get back.
seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2009-05-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

so long no blog liaossss.
woooots. lifes great recently. =\
UTsss going on. sian sian,

met auntyJ today. rahs.
she surprised me.
went dhouby.
walked && slacked awhile.
went cathay.
shag. nth nice to watch.
then slacked again.
aftermath send her to mrt, then i went home.

went to find old clique.
played bball.
so long no play liao. tired x.x
played till 8.30pm or so.
aftermath went home.

tired tired tired. x.x

idk what to do now.

2009-05-09T19:53:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

not everyone in the pic. )):
i guesss afew not inside also ba ):

tiko daniel. look his freaking hands

so long no blog le.
hahhs. no time to blog anyway. =\

anyways those pic uploaded is class W36G!! :DDDD

kinda busy lo. everyday reach home quite late le.
still need to do RJ. DDDD:
anyway school was quite alright recently.
meet new friends. :DDDD
canoe-ing land training on tuesday,

was freaking tired. =\

so long no work out le.

now work out abit stiff. DDD:
today was canoe-ing sea training.

ran more than 3km. DDD:
did 25 pull up. tired x.x

after that played game.

&& slack-ed awhile.

got into our canoe :DDDDD
canoed awhile, canoe afew rounds.

after awhile cool-ed down,
helped to move back e canoesss.
aftermath went to bathe, then home.
RAHSSS. im going train harder. :DD
CANOE-ING MY PASSION :DDDDDDD
&& im starting to love my class toooo.
W36G ROCKS ON!!!. ((((((:

theres more picsss. haven got them yet.
will upload it once i have it. (:

&& takecare my dear )))):

2009-04-26T10:47:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

argh. sunburn DDDD:
tonn-ed at sentosa on friday. with david ben agnes akmal taufiq.
it was fun.
played true & dare.
was super wild & high. x.x
esp e Father Abraham cheer,
we edited it. laughs. sibei funny bodoh.
before that jangun bro & his frends came find us at vivo.
ps uh jangun. ps-ed you. =\

yst went for e cyhper club outing.
sun really sibei hot siol. -.-
had fun there.
ard 4+ went to changed &bus-ed back to harbourfront.
saw edmund and his sentosa frends.
aftermaths had dinner at banquet
Den mrt-ed home.
freaking tired seh. D:
sorry for those who i pissed you off. do forgive me yet??
ps anyway. i also dunno i crapping what yst. x.x

heard frm my frend year2012 really doomsday?? wtf.

tags replied &re-linked.

2009-04-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

whoos. past few days of school. was alright.
just that i find tt faci alil bit too long winded -.-
tabolek tahan sia.
today lesson. must extremely funny.
stupid msn chat. making all of us laugh out mad.
e faci still dunno anything but in his lala land hahhs.
slacked wid david yasmine agnes ben & another guy.
aftermath bused home.
reached home. rested awhile.
did e quiz n Rj.
fucking RJ is killing me D:
geez everyday also gt to do RJ.
Everyday gt to tink new things to write fr RJ
sick sia DDDDDDD:

i felt so lost.
sometimes. i feel it.
sometimes. i don.
sometimes. i can think what u thinking.
sometimes. i cannt.
hais. D: wad to do sia.
am i thinkin too much.?
haish.
how i wish u know hw i feel. ):

2009-04-20T12:34:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

wooots. just back from lunch break.
currently in school now.
first day of school.
first day working with my teammates.
hahhs.
kinda slack fr now. ((:
will be kicking soccer ltr.
think will update tml in class agn. ((:

link-ed.
p/s: those i haven link please give mi ur url agn. sorry. (:

2009-04-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

blogging time...

woot.s 1st day of orientation was ok.
hahhs.
i tot it would be boring sia. laughs.
but overall okok ba.
anyway took some grp photo.
will post it up maybe on friday.
kinda lazy to blog atm. :X

will relink u guys asap. cypher!~

2009-04-14T17:17:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

sorry for not blogging for some times.
kinda lazy to blog. :X

anyway thanks for e celebration for my birthday on 4thapril.
i like it. thanks yo. (:

12thapril.
had a outing wif e same cliques.
it was fun. hahhs.
many turned up as expected. (:
thou we din had steamboat in e end.
we ate ramen instead. hahhs.

13th-14thapril.
had poly camp. for schools of IT.
its was kinda fun?? i think. x.x
1st day was abit bored.
but e 2nd was better. (:
made afew frends. & had fun.
& yup. e food abit cmi. ):

tml havin FOP. sian. complusory sia. ):
hais. sian sian.

p/s: lazy blog too much. jus briefly blog nia. ps uh. (:

2009-04-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

yesterday.

celebrated my birthday in adv with the same old clique.

met milk at hougang mrt.

then mrt-ed down to dhouby to find mango & hiphop.

after awhile all came.

went to bunk & played awhile.

after that went book tix.

had lunch at grand cathay.

after that went to play arcade

then play-ed lan again.

then had dinner.

aftermath lan & home-ed.

TODAY.

din went out today.

rotted home.

chatted at msn & played audi.

abit suck. x.x

skills still not there. hais.

noob score. >.<

2009-04-03T15:39:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

dunno whats up with me recently.
geez.
this few days, im just like not me.
hais.
somehow i just felt that something is going happen soon.

my fingers doesnt listen to me.
it wun react like it used to be.
my eyes seems to be easily distracted.
cannt concentrate like it used to be.

things changing.
how to stop all this??
hais.

tags replied.

2009-04-02T21:37:00.004+08:00

FUCK IT!!!

blardy jibai.

today sibei fucking lag sia. knn. __

zzzzzzzz.

sorry for e vulgar. alil piss off.

today really fcking lag day.

play what also lag. zzzz.

WATCH WHAT YOU SAY LA HOR.
knn pcb _l_
now want taunt me la? knn.
i huan tio you now uh?? pcb.
that time dulan. angry then will taunt you.
now you bo tai bo ji come taunt me? for fuck?
please watch what you say la hor.
knn. i not give you anyhow taunt e hor. _l_

2009-04-02T14:33:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

hohos. 1wk 1day more. :DDDDDDDDD

sian. this few days no much form. >.<

play what also cmi.

NOOB SCORE D: no form no form no form D:

sian. played audi. sucks man. totally no form. >.<

nothing much le. ltr den update agn. tatas!~

2009-03-31T00:57:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

hahhs. so long no blog. x.x
busy recently. got work. then work untill so late.
reach home, also no time to blog. sian.

2more wks till school starts. OMG!!!
school school school. >.<

muahahahahaha. 1wk 4days more.
till my birthday. then jiu 18yrs old le. muahahahaahahaha
OSCAR ASSHOLE, i expect my present from you.
muahahahahahaha.

time fly so fast. now already end of march le. hohos.
time flies. many things happen. sad & happy things happened.
sad things jiu don't say about it le.
happy things jiu kept inside our heart.

geez. idk what to blog le. >.<
no IDEA of what to blog.
cause everyday is work eat play sleep. -.-

lifes tough, but no matter what i wun give up.
i will continue on to strive on. :DDDDDDDDDD
hope it goes e same to all u guys out there. :D

linked.& tags replied.

2009-03-15T14:57:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

yesterday had fam bbq to celebrate shenee birthday in adv.

yesterday indeed was a bad day. rain n rain. sian.

wait & wait, for everyone to come.

& many things happened also. but wun be saying out here.

everything settle le.

bro hope your operation will go smoothly.

after that we abandon our bbq pit went tomboy chalet bbq.

aftermath watched midnight movie, with jere kee & milk

after movie went back chalet there find matt & zhou ton till morning.

went back around 6+am. bus-ed home with jere.

sian tml dunno want work a not. ): haisssss.

anw , finally tuesday having class outing :DDD.

hope it doesnt rain.

miss you guys!~ 5C rocksss. (:

&& please leave your link down so i can link.

will link when i got time. sry yea. (:

shall end here le. tired le. byesssss.

2009-03-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

went out with milk mango n zhou yst to book th bbq food for nxt wk.

took awhile to decide on what to order for.

settle e booking le. me n milk mrted down to dhouby ghaut to meet 2ppl.

went bunk to settle down 1st. played L4D agn,

bunk l4d really cmi sia. -.-

in e end went l4d at e2max.

aftermath grab some food to bite. den went parklane to pak pool.

waited fr jangun to come dwn.

went fetch him frm mrt. -.-

his really a road idiot lo. kaos. parklane also dunno wher. cmi cmi cmi.

anw fetched him to parklane to mit up wif the rest,

after that went fr our movie

its 2hrs show -.- nt really nice but still alrite.

adult show lei. knn all 20yrs old abv e lo. n we e only young grp. -.-

aftermath mrted home.

sian lazy blog le. shall end here. will edit e post whn im free agn.

tc readers :DD

2009-03-08T09:54:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

its been awhile since i blogged. =\ anyway last few days went out together with milk & kee.

suppose meet more ppl de. in the end bo, all put aeroplane.

went had our lunch cum dinner.

aftermath went E2max for L4D.

L4D for 3hrs after that all had to go. left mi & milk.

went walking around after that decided to play lan again/

went to speedy to play lan.

tried find ppl out but fail. in te end we taxi-ed home.

today will be going out wif milk mango & zhou.

shall end here ciaossssss.

linked.
tags replied.

2009-02-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

its been some times since i blogged. anyway, the past is a past, i don't wish to talk about it anymore.

been working recently. kinda tired :O

anyway, last few weeks went out with milk & mango. to settle some craps.

lastly, sorry about logging up my blog. kinda dunno wad to blog so decided log it. :X anyway i have removed it liaoss. ((:

2009-02-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

blogging time...

haven been blogging for some time.

many things had happened. don't wish talk about it.

hope everything will be fine.

hais. this year indeed not a good year D:

not in the mood for blogging. end.

2009-01-24T19:25:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

OMG, this my first post for 2009. laugh. hmmmmms. finally got the time to post sth. hahhs. anyway many things happened recently but i guess its all solved??? hmmmms. went back to school yesterday for CNY celebration. this year e kinda sux?? hahhs. after that Mr Ng, drove me wl reuden & tq to bishan, coz wl wanted find sth. x.x after that had our lunch & went bugis. at first wanted go Far East e, then went bugis 1st. spent freaking 2hrs & wl brought a watch nia. went far east after that, walked around. kinda boring :X aftermath went home. & CNY coming woots. tml is e EVE & then monday is e 1st day of CNY. ang bao ang bao XD && tuesday is will be a wonderful day hahhs. i wun say it out :D

dear, what you asked yst , i promise you that i wun.
believe me ok? (:
iloveyou.

2008-12-31T12:58:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

dint went out wif sky they all yst. anyway went to fetch dear home frm school aft her dance.
went to eat at kfc 1st.
was dam tired n shag. so din talk much
sry dear. (:
aft tt send dear home. (:
iloveyoudear.

dear,i knw alot thing happened recently
& no matter what, i will be by your side de,
coz, you are mine, & i wun let anyone hurt you agn e.
iloveyou. mwarks. (:

2008-12-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

met with muzhu deardear. . .
waited for 1hr+ going 2hr. hahhs. but nvm dear. (:
she went to make her ezlink card. ((:
waited fr her lo. went walkin ard while waiting.
slacked awhile a mac. after that mrted to eunos to find dear e gan di & mei.
hahhs. after that mrted dwn to dhouby ghout.
had our lunch there. :D blahs. i din eat >.<
after that went walking ard PS. (:
after that slacked & played true or dare. RAHss.
v long no play le. hahhs.
in e end was dared to LC with dear lols.
den jiu LC norhs. hahhhs.
after awhile send dear home. ((:
aftermath mrted home. :D
today was fun. hehe.
yups iloveyou dear. mwarks.
darling,promise i wun leave. (:
no matter what i will b by ur side.
ily. ღ

2008-12-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

bloggin time...

wooots. so long no blog le. is getting end of 2008!!. hahhs new year coming 2009!!~. cannot wait. anyway i think i should be working next month lo. sian. hmmms shall start posting what happen last few days...

went out wif allan light yuan long sky & shenee. & freaking wasted 30bucks on 26th dec during e asiasoft event. on a pathetic disc. heng gt 1 free ppc. but e pet was freaking retarded & a dj set for 6months. wanted refund but NO REFUND wtf lo. knn. mi & allan was like bo wei gong. curse asiasoft. zzz. anyway. after that shenee gt to go home. blahs. we went play lan!~. __ light. lmaos. so gay lo. lost his HP whn he did nt zzz. aft tt sky came find us. she look retarded :D lols. anw had dinner at suntec after that home sweet home.

& YESS!!~ i love my girl. i love you sebene. meeting wif her tml. ^^ so happy.
i finally find you. you are mine!! :D iloveyou.

2008-11-25T16:05:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

sorry for not blogging for quite some time. ~_~ lazy to come and blog. hahhs. anyway holiday is boring. nothing to do sia. everyday at home play computer games. if not jiu go out ~_~ no life seh. anyway this few days been going out with my audi friends. had fun. lols. also had argue. but was for awhile only. anyway this how we bond together. lols. went out with other fams from audi too. CBNB fam & Happy Ending fam. get to know more people & frends. ((: hmmmmms. i dunno what to blog lei. ehsss. i putted up my tagboard again. & im changin blog skin soon. ((: hahhs. will be working on 27th & 28th of Nov. blahs.!~ think i should end here ba. :D

2008-11-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

so long since i blog. hahhs. :D had chalet on 17th18th19th of Nov. just came back this morning. shall blog about it.

17thNov.

went to chalet around 9pm hahhs. went for job interview in e afternoon with junyang. reached there & got interview. blahs. but then jy cannot so bo bian went to find another person. asked jz whether he could make it. yup. he can. hahhs. not bad. what a good friend he is. hahhs. went SP with jy. saw oscar & lirong. asked our way around to e place ~_~ found e place & collected e money. went back to Douby to find jz for his interview. blahs waited awhile. after that went to play pool at park lane. after that walked to takashimaya to find afew jz audi friends. slacked awhile. went to cineleisure slacked. after that mrted home. had dinner & bused town to downtown. ~_~ first day was rotting day. played wrestling ~_~. after awhile went to sleep coz got another job interview e nxt day.

18thNov.

wake up around 7.3oam in e morning & changed. bused back to sk with ziyang. was god damn tired. went home bathe & washed up. & bused down to CP. waited for e rest. after awhile all came le. mrted down to boon keng. had our lunch + breakfast. after that went for e interview. fck shit e interview was like dam suck. & e paid suck more. !!~ anyway 4 of us didnt work. after that went to Mac & slacked awhile. starbucks called (: .after that went back to sk. went home & rested awhile. met up with victor zd & jp at CP. after that walked to e busstop waited for e rest. bused down to downtown again. after that went to chalet. saw lisa on e way to there. i dao-ed her LOLs. she knows why. lols. after that putted our stuffs & went to Ehub & played pool. after playing went back to chalet & slacked,went find lisa at her chalet & slacked awhile. after that back to my chalet again & watched TV& bqqed & played poker cards. after that bathe & went to Mac n slacked.

19thNov.

tonned untill today morning. ~_~ took first bus home. reached home changed & slpt. hahhs. was god damn tired. i think i will update till here. tml then continue im dam tired today. TATA for now.

2008-11-13T14:29:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

wooots YEAH!. finally O lvl is over. hope i will do well in all. (: anyway finally can blog. hahhhs. hmmm. finding job currently... yea. prom night is on this friday. wooots. cannot wait it to come hahhs. yesterday chatted on phone with starbucks. slpt at 5am this morning. blahs. starbucks going m'sia today anyway have fun then. hahhs. jus went for a hair cut today. lols. aftermath went home le. & now blogging. lol. hmmms going out later hahhs. anyway i will blog later. (: hahhhs. *spamming* lol. (:

p/s i will put up e tagbox soon. asap. (:

2008-10-31T10:13:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

its quite some time since i blog. first of all i closed down my cbox. cause of some lame spammers. & i dont have time to entertain them.
yesterday was maths paper2. hmmms. it was alright most of e qn i can do. hahhs. much easier than prelims. woots. hope cna score well for my maths. (: yes left 4 more papers. hahhs. monday will be social studies & then d&T then chinese & combine science paper1. hahhs. cannot wait.
now currently studying for my social studiess. anyway after paper had lunch&breakfast at compasspoint. after that bused home. rested awhile. 5.30 went out for basketball. hahhs so long no play le. all play till v shag & tired. got blister somemore.zzzz. after that went home around 9plus cause all tired liaos. lol.
& starbucks is e love. lol. so love starbucks lo. hahhs.

STARBUCKs STARBUCKs STARBUCKs :D

who want treat me?? lols.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-10-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

time to blog as promise i will blog today. ((: anyway 4 Os level papers passed. was just like a breeze. hahhs. e papers was alright :S but do not know how much get. hope can get good grades lo D: thou i think i do well :S hmmmms. maths paper1 was today. was freaking cold man. zzz. cannot stand e coldness. make me hard to think e answers in e hall during e exam. argh. got afew careless mistake and afew dumb question o not know hw to do. D: fck sia. like that many marks fly le ): hais. nevermind past jiu past le. physics paper n maths paper 2 is next week. rawrs. got to do well for it. good luck for e rest also. anyway today after school, went CP find jy & co to find his tuition teacher. blahs. his tuition teacher is good. (: treated us it. hmmmm im not his student anyway. hmmms after eating jiu went home le. happy birthday to PH. lol. i guess thats all le bahs. shall end here ((: ciaoss.!~

feelings change memories dont.

2008-10-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

bloggin time...

so long no blog le. hahhs. anyway just have a short post will do.today was science practical. Physics was sickening. stupid weighting thingy. Chemistry was so much unexpected. before practical. CP mention that KI aka pottasium iodide thingy will not come out but JH said that CP say what won't come out sure come out. unexpectally it came out. was lucky got study abit. but still don't know if will pass??? tally my answers with e rest. some abit big differences in terms of number. as well as colours. but some abit close to each other. argh. dam confused. don't know will do well a not. raining after practical. dammit soaked in e rain. went home together with PH. but went seperated route after that. anyway 1 down 11 more papers to come. i think?? hahhs. anyway all e best everyone. we will make it through. ((: ALL E BEST everonye.

2008-10-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

today marks the end of my secondary school life. as so for e rest. its been 5yrs down the road. (:
gonna miss everyone. enough about that.

today lesson was alright. after school kicked soccer. quite alot people. had fun. (:

after that went home & changed. & bused to gym to find junyang&co. trained up.

waited for anthony to come. went swimming. had little competition. zzz.

walking in e water sux big time. -.-

after that changed & went off around 6.3opm + ba??

kinda tired so went home le.

guess thats all bahs. im so gonna miss all e fun activity we always have after school. (:

031008 - marks the day of my life. gonna strive hard for my Os le. jiayou jiayou jiayou. :D

17more days to O lvl first written paper.

13more days to Sci practical.

1month&8days more to freedom :D

feelings change memories don't.

2008-09-30T15:11:00.005+08:00

blogging time...

just a short updated aka a reminder or calendar i want to make. lols.

3 more days to end of secondary school. 03oct08.

12days of study week. (after 03oct.)

16 more days to Sci practical.

2o more days to O lvl first paper.

1month 11days more to Independent.

i'mstartingtoknowwherewentwrong.&iwouldn'tgiveupnow

2omore days.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-09-20T09:51:00.001+08:00

blogging time...

wouldn't be blogging le. till maybe after my Os lvl end bahs. P/S: only will reply tags only. end.

30more days.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-09-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

bored. nothing much. got back our prelims paper & go through answers. kaos. e ans is like so unexpected for maths yet. scored like crapss. nvm. anyway had sci ASP after school. mr tan. took us as our phy teacher gt sth on. go through our phy paper. *headache* slpt awhile. after that jiu released from lesson. went CP. xd bought new watch. nice :D hahhs. after that buy things eat jiu went home le. reached home. bathe & lied on my bed. tml havin PE :D hope it doesnt rain. zz. left 3 more weeks of schooling then break till our sci practical then follow by rest of our papers. fast fast. zzzzz. shall end here ba. BYeess Readerssss.

41more days.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-09-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

this few days a low. donno why. maybe because get back prelims results ba. though i did better than prelims. but dunno why still like not happy with it? maybe i did not do my best ba? nvm about that. so bored. got start mugging damn hard le. 46 more days to Os. dammit e stress is like hard to describle. tsk. played bball yesterday. sweated out. played in e rain tooo. hahhs so long no play in e rain le. anyway this few days nothing much blog. think i shall end here le. byeees readers.

46days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-09-02T17:08:00.002+08:00

bloggin time...

finally got back my computer. its been so long since i blogged. don't know what to blog about too. anyway prelims are over. hopefully got improvement ba, anyway friendster cannot log in ?? think got problem. tmd. nvm about that. feels good get back my computer. hahhs. been raining this few days?? shit. need re-download everything again. dulan sia. zzz. internet loading so slow also. fuck. hmmmms. nothing much this few days. hungry sia. nothing at home for me to eat. bored. still got homework to do. & need study le. Os near e corner. stresss. argh. what e hack. i think i shall end here for now. need go re-download everything for my computer first. blog later.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-08-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

sianx. now in d&t studio. very long no blog le. lols. computer internet got problem so cannot go online to blog lol. anyway nothing much completed my d&t le. now can concentrate on my others subject le. last few days i think im too heaty? o.O kinda spilt blood out. lol. anyway now no le lol. hmmms, sianx tommorow having science practical le. think shall end here wait my computer ok le then update bahs.

2008-08-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

2008-08-14T19:51:00.006+08:00

blogging time...

anyway today everyone is starting to bind their folio le. cause prelims coming. darns. stress-ness. got quickly finish mine soon. left afew more. anyway lesson was per normal. nothing much. went for ASP. ms ang no came. do some SBQ qns. after that went celebrate junjie birthday. went over to e void deck & celebrated. waited for triffany to come. our special guest of honor :D hahhs. played with e mini gym thing. after awhile she from compass point fly back. omq. fly sia. hahhs. anyway singed birthday songs. took 'photos' hahhs. was so e *ahem*. hahhs after that cutting of cake. after that back to school to do d&t. rushed. fuck up tired. after that packed up. & went home le. reached home bathe. darn. no time left le. think shall end here le got to do my homework. *stress* to end off : HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN JIE.

i guess im like a fool. fuck it. i think i give myself up le ba. everything is late. im always late. fuck fuck fuck. fucking hell no mood. knn. so fucking hate myself. fuck you teu tyng woei.hais. ~~fuck i want so smoke again now.~~

67days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-08-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

sianx. very long no blog le. kinda bored. don't know what to blog & where to start. anyway release of chinese Os lvl result was out. lame shit. gonna retake. blahs. anyway d&t got to pass up by either tommorow or latest next monday. cause after that is prelims so need hand in early. anyway rushing through my d&t folio. hais. tmd stress sia. prelim so god dam near don't know if can do well anot. hope to achieve better grades. hais. fuck up mood recently don't know why either.but no going let that stop me from my studies. i don't want let my parents & teachers down. im gonna start working hard le. is time to wake up le. anyway shall end here. i go to do my d&t folio liaos.

68days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-08-11T22:15:00.007+08:00

blogging time...

告诉他，我爱她

为我送朵花给她
不要玫瑰的廉价
她只喜欢河边开的花那
像我第一次见到她
为我写封信给她
问她今天快乐吗
这里的雨一直下
我每天只能想着她
为我陪她数星星
暗示那像我的心
永远为她一闪一闪亮晶晶
如果她愿意我想给她这颗心
告诉他我爱她
那是我不敢讲的话
我想我永远照顾
她告诉他我爱她
那是我来不及说的话
只有我最关心她明白她

为我送朵花给她
不要玫瑰的廉价
她只喜欢河边开的花那
像我第一次见到她
为我写封信给她
问她今天快乐吗
这里的雨一直下
我每天只能想着她
为我陪她数星星
暗示那像我的心
永远为她一闪一闪亮晶晶
如果她愿意我想给她这颗心
告诉他我爱她
那是我不敢讲的话
我想我永远照顾她
告诉他我爱她
那是我来不及说的话
只有我最关心她
告诉他我爱她
那是我不敢讲的话
我想我永远照顾
她告诉他我爱她
那是我来不及说的话
只有我最关心她明白她

7odays more.

2008-08-09T23:42:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

ok very long no blog le. lets start with school first. hmmmms. forgot which day TRIFF said that my blog so dead and look so not e interesting. hahhhs thursday d&t was alright. still not done with my folio. friday was national day celebration. BORING. nothing much special. just that think someone faint during in e platoon during e morning thingy. folding starswas so lame. didn't evcn win. -.- nevermind about that. went kick soccer after that. darn. injuried my leg. so played awhile then went gym find junyang & co. lmaos. alot of our school e people. was dam tired. -.- after that still went swimming. went off to 26o early wif shao wei & nelson. shao wei biked me there. nelson took LRT. fuck shao wei sia. bike me half way reaching 26o no bike me le :X hahhs. anyway got thanks him too. played basketball then went eat my lunch cum breakfast. after that went play basketball again. after that went home le. kan tired sia. TODAY... wake up around morning (forget time) wash up. prayed. after that changed eat lunch & went out. went to wisma & wait for johnathan & co (not jp) before that went to e toilet. saw kwee ann sze min & co. chatted awhile. after that went out find john. that assh0le late. zzz. after that meet up le wanted go play pool but cannot. coz he birthday not over yet. fuck sia. zzzz after that went find his friend. awhile later i went off to find weisheng & co. walked around & met up with e rest. boredness. thinking of where to go & so n so. after that all go do what they want to do. me mund shir jess gary ziyang pin hao & shao wei went walk walk. after that shao wei went off with his mei. blahs. went eat burger king. UP SIZE. fuck it. e drink so big. zzz. cannot finish off. threw away. walked back to marina square after that to meet up with e rest again. slacked awhile. then later walk walk walk become me ws nelson & jp. went go catch e toy & toy machine there. boring. din manage catch one. only nelson caught one. after that went up to seee e fireworks. boring awhile nia sia. waste of time. after that went down catch again. no luck. but ws caught one. blahs. after that met up with e rest & went off home le. packed with many SINGAPOREANS. zzz. went out took taxi. knn all ON CALL. du lan. then in e end called for taxi. taxi-ed back to compass. went find gary & co. after that went koufu & eat with ws & nelson. after that went 26o awhile. played ABC with ws. after that i went to compass find vonnes. shes sick. so sent her home. after that taxi-ed home. bathe & here bloggin. done. should be long enough le ba. lol.s anyway tommorow going out do d&t. WOOOOOOOOOOOOTs. tired. think i go sleep le barhs. nights readersssssssssss. && HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY. ( pass by 4mins)

72days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-08-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

bored so came to blog. tommorow having english ST summary if im not wrong. darn. i think i got to really start study le. argh. keep say will study in e end lazy to do so omgg fuck it. nevermind about that. yesterday outing with e mamas. was rather fun&bored. don't know how say anyway went play arcade & then slacked at sculpture park. went back first. anyway lazy blog le. shall end here.

i got to start working hard now onwardsss.

78days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-08-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

bored. anyway nothing much today. had chemistry paper2 mock test. didn't study much. hahhs. anyway went kick soccer today. will improve on it. :D went home n rush down to achorvale cc. dunno how spell. -.- went to gym. after awhile jiu went to swim. after that went ben house there play bball. after that went 26o play bball. lazy update le. shall end here im tired.

to that unknown: i know you want my attention. but do not need to be so violent e. i step paikia so? i like lei. what can you do? now who more step paikia? scolding so much vulgar in my blog. yet do not dare put your name. lol. if you do not know e meaning of e word "STEP" please do not copy people use. hahhs. cause you are only making me laugh. lmaos. (: & thank you for tagging. hahhs. if you decided not leave your name & decide scold me so n so. well. thanks for your entertainment. (: can help me destress. hahhs. HONOR MAH?? hahhs.

80days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-31T20:26:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

sianx do not know what to post. & what to post first. hahhs. anyway today d&t is fine. just that my spring will not stick @_@ nvm about that. anyway nothing much. morning had oral practices. hmmmms. went for humanities ASP today. :D after that went do solid work. 2 words. du lan. hahhs. was eating pocky in studio. erms went off early with edmund zheng da & jun jie. lrt-ed home. tommorow still got chem mock test. argh stresssss. going gym tommorow also. hahhs. but thats after soccer :D shall end here le.go study abit of chem. bye readers.

81days more.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-29T22:27:00.004+08:00

blogging time...

think i shall blog abit what happen today & yesterday. hmmmmms. yesterday got back our sci(chem/phy) paper i think chem? did badly for it. i guess got to start working hard le. blahs. finished off my d&t workpiece. finally!? anyway today nothing much. had maths transformation test. so so ba. got back our sci(chem/phy) paper. blahs. not bad. :X hmmmmms. anyway went for d&t today again. to do abit touch up. added springs. but is rather hard? need soften it. -.- hmmms. nothing much le ba. got study for tommorow chemistry test?? zzzzzzzzzz argh fuck it. zzz. hope tommorow doesnt rain.

83days more.

iloveyou
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

i hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is stil the same. If it's wrong to love you.Then my heart just won't let me be right. I hate it when I hear that stupid song and I start crying within myself because it reminds me of all the heartbreaks, the long/short talks, and special memories and times(good and bad) we've had together... & smile like everythings okayy... even when nothing is? iloveyou

feelings change memories don't.

85days more.

2008-07-26T17:35:00.009+08:00

omq. bored so came n blog again. hais. dammit. i do know what e fck im thinking.. why things turn out to be this way.feelings change memories don't? e feeling i once had & e feeling i having now seems to be e same. getting you off my mind was nv easy.you might know it. you might not notice cause i decided not mention about it again. but somehow i can not do it. i just can not help it. i just want you to knowit. i once though everything is what i expected it to be. but it did not turn out to be what it suppose to be. hais. this is not i wanted it to be. this is not i wished for. im not happy with what i've been through what i facing now. why i did not realise it early? even if i did ? am i able to make it from not happening? i wanted to change i wanted to save it from happening. but i do not have e chance to do so. i wanted it to be my first. and my only last. but i was not able to do so. how i wish i had e courage that time. how i wish time can rewind. i know time cannot rewind but i only hope for a chance to appear. a chance to prove that what i said was real. i somehow was lost. & i had been running in a maze for a long time yet i cannot find e exit of e maze. it was never easy from e start & never was it easy to end it . as long you are happy. i wll be happy as well. a smile from you is all i need. iloveyou. 大好きトリス

a chance will do.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

yesterday was usual school as normal. guess yesterday was a day with lots problem. lazy blog about it. anyway slacked at 26o. nothing much yesterday. played badminton. so long no play do not know how play liaos. reached home around 1opm+ watched TV & slept. did not went out today. bored. -.- think end here le. need to study for monday test. byeeeees readers.

86days more.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

nothing much. been raining almost e whole morning. no pe for today. sucks. zzz. given pe worksheet to do. dots. did not bother about it. blahs nothing much update. school normal. after school had english compo test during ASP. after that went D&t complete my spraying. deadline is near. got to double up. think nothing much le. shall end here.

tags replied,
fel: linked you. thanks anyway.
xiaojess: kays. relinked. tcs.

89days more.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

so long no blog. lazy blog what happen last few days. just cutted my hair yesterday. i know my post getting boring n boring n shorter n shorter. anyway i find something new to blog about. shall end here. tommorow got ST science (chem/phy) go study abit le. ends.

tags replied,
siewhui mei: ok. linked.

92days more.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-16T18:14:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

so long no blog le.& i think i will not blog everytime le. Os level is just 96days more. & prelims will be like soon? anyway. nothing much. yesterday get back our ST for english paper1. i got 17/3o. highest 2o/3o i think? anyway i did improve. got to keep it up. had listening comprehension for chinese. it was damn tricky for e last few Qns. hope can pass. anyway today had PE. played soccer for today. kinda tired. after that lesson as usual. after school had english ASP. did passage A n B. after school. went back home. going do homework now.

96days more.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

lazy blog too much about yesterday. pardon me. im just that lazy. yesterday went watch movie with my bro. hellboy2:golden army. hahhs not bad. after watching mrted to vivo to look for them. went sentosa. blahblahblah. after that went home early. hahhs thats all.

finding back pieces of me.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

just woke up. anyway... school was alright. just busy with d&t. nothing much. played soccer after school. played untill rain-ed. & stopped. went NCC room & slacked with lionel & jy. after that went back home. . . . kinda tired back to sleep.

so what i know you for so long? don't judge me for who i am. cause you know nothing about me at all.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

blogging time. . .

first of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH JUN YANG. school normal as usual. drizzling in e morning. & PE was our 1st lesson. hahhs. we took e hall. cool. ((: played rounders. battle of e sexes. hahhs. girls vs boys. starting girls was ahead. in e end we manage catch up. hahhs. there was abit of fouling problems. this game seriously need a referee. hahhs. anyway it shows e teamspirits in everyone. hahhs. it was a competitive match. after that was english lesson. then maths & then recessss. ms poon released us early today o.o amazing. hahhs. then was chinese & physics experiment. & lastly was humanities. boring. many people went for ORAL today. hope they did well. anyway after that was english ASP. did summary only. after that gathered in canteen. to celebrate JY birthday. while waiting we played soccer with e netball. in e end played volleyball. hahhs. played one touch. etcetcetc. after that went to e field near d&t there. celebrated JY birthday. after that clean up. & homed. tommorow is e last day of ORAL. hahhs. wish e rest all e best & also myself. ((:

theres still many words left unsaid & unsolved.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

today nothing much. watched Tv & slept almost a day.? did abit of homework. kinda sort things out le. ((: felt kinda better. hahhs. anyway its a long n complicated problem. lazy elaborate about it. anyway its an irritating n troubling problem. but finally its sovled? lol.s anyway happy happy :D hahhs.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

bored...
hahhs. its 12.o5am now. nothing to do so came to blog. hahhs. anyway, good nights. (: ( i know its lame.)

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-06T19:45:00.003+08:00

blogging time...

didn't went for class pinic today. zzz. anyway nothing much today. watched Tv & used com whole day. tried keep myself occupied yet is not so useful. haiz.

you may not notice it as i did not say a thing. i wanted let you know yet i'm afraid too. everything seems to come to an end yet its still e beginning. perharps it did not end yet. i do not know. i do not why. we are fated to know each other. but are we destiny to be together? will there be a new start? or is just a dead end?

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-05T20:45:00.005+08:00

Hi readers.

sec5C rocks. thats all e photo taken yesterday. its indeed a full breakfast. credits to jessica & basirah. hahhs. anyway. thats all.
lazy blog much about today. anyway tommorow is youth day. so that means monday no school.
anyway, i think time to think through. thanks for straightening things out. give me some time to think about it.

nothing can re-wind for what i had did.
it wouldn't change a thing for what i had done.
its time to let go.

this is where it ended.

be my last ♥.
feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-04T19:14:00.003+08:00

HI READER,

back to blogging. chatted on phone with HL for 2 days. wasting my qing chun ya know? i got no credit. l0l. anyway today YOUTH DAY celebration. had pinic frm 7.30am - 9am. in e end is 45min nia. dots. took quite afew photos. will update it soon. anyway, after that lesson per normal. during recess played soccer, after school also played soccer. D: god dammit. my shoe spoilt. zzz. after went back home early.

issit really time to let go? or issit not?
love need to make sacrifice? sacrifice in what way?
i really do not know what to do. haiz.

메인 주 사랑.

be my last ♥.

소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-07-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

went school as usual. boring. NCC day today. after that sec4s & 5 gt hold back. because too noisy? after that went back to class for lesson. first lesson was english. after that was physics & then chinese. recessssss. after that had maths then social studies & lastly chemistry. kinda sleepy today. *yawn* anyway got homework to do. shall end here. BYE for now.

how i wish i got e courage to tell you so. but it seems hard for me to let you notice it. if only time can rewind. (impossible thinking).

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

HIIIE READERSS.

bored. had english ST in e morning. after that recess & lesson as usual. nothing much today. stay back after school awhile just to do d&t. went home around 5pm++. hope to complete my d&t artifact by this week. once complete le. i wouldn't want to step into e d&t room again. guess nothing le ba. shall end here.

dammit hate such feeling. issit true or issit fake?

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

back to blogging readers. sianx nothing much this few days. kinda boring. went to downtown to find ahdor. to celebrate her birthday. boring!~ lazy blog about it.

sianx now a this day feeling rather don't know what to do seh. hais. teu tyng woei what e god dam fuck you doing??!! zzzz. felt my life now is in a great mess. no sense of direction no sense of awareness. one word LOST. god dam fucking lost. hais. what im doing now. issit neccesary?? or issit not?? i just don't know what im doing now. this world is just about to change more n more to what i don't want it to be. everything seems to change day by day. argh. fck it. i need a break from all this craps. god dam it.

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-27T15:18:00.001+08:00

din blog fr slong lo. hais. lazy. anw nth much ba.

You are the Hanged Man

Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.
With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain.
The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes.
The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.

What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

linked.

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소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

TODAY, 1st schooling day for us. rather sianx sianx. anyway nothing much. just handing up of homeworks. new homeworks given out today.

yesterday was the retreat camp for sec5 & sec4express students. was kinda tired. erms. reported to school as usual. after morning assembly. starting of school speech started, after that went to bus. went to yishun bottle tree park there for our 1day retreat camp. first of all was briefing after that was ice breaking. get to know our instructor & also self intro-ed ourselve. after that had games. first up was e multi don't know what captains ball. 7 groups at one time played. starting was alright. slowly e game became abit rough. end of e game everyone was back to themselve. & our score was 1o45. 2nd in place. after that was lunch. lunch was alright. after eating was cleaning up of area. my group was in charge of area cleaning. cannot imgaine we are fast. clean up le was e 2nd game of e day. rather boring. do not know what lai e. just anyhow played. many obstacles was met & solved. after that was almost time to go home. rest-ed awhile. e new redbull drink was issued to us. as they are promoting their redbull drink. did not bother much about it. had our tea-break. then assemble. debrief & off home we go. on e way back was e most funniest thing ever. e bus uncle driver drove us to St.garibel sec (do not know how spell). lol sia. we was like all stunned. after that he took ONE BIG round just to reach back to school. zzzz anyway after that HOME SWEET HOME. was kinda fun. did enjoy ba.

guess end here le ba.

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-22T15:26:00.002+08:00

omq. school is starting tommorow. & homework still left alot. nvm. anyway yesterday went out. slacked. nothing much. after that bused home.

anyway just a short post about e chalet.

1st day,
went for d&t in e morning. after that jiu went home n changed, suppose meet around 5pm+ in the end lated. cause got something on. but still managed meet up with them. bused down to downtown. went to eat first. then after that went to chalet. slacked & played psp. & watched brown sugar macchiato. && tonned,

2nd day,
finally got space to sleep. slept awhile. slept till 2pm or so. wake up, & went to had lunch. after that went walking around in E hub. after that went back to chalet & slacked. celebrated anthony birthday. after that played stack. was too noisy in e end went to park & played. was tired. after that went back to chalet. tonned again,

3rd day,
all was tired, rested awhile then jiu wash up & prepared to book out. muslimin father came fetch us back. alighted opp of rivervale mall. went ate LJS. after that went home. bathe again & slept.

anyway just a simple update.

don't know what to bring for tommorow. nvm shall end here. BYYEESSS people.

p/s: won't be updating much, cause school re-opening & many things got to do. will only update when free or when theres things to update about ba.

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-20T15:59:00.001+08:00

BACK FROM CHALET yesterday. now going out. come back then blog about e chalet barhs.

2008-06-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

1more day (:

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-15T19:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER DAY!!~ && to all father in this world. ((:

when played bball. just now. zzz. sianx alittle of us nia. nvm about that.after that went off early with edmund lim n junjie. was raining on e way back. bus-ed home. reached home bathe n ate dinner. n here blogging. off to do something i have not done for quite a week or so le ba. shall end here. 2days more to completion of my d&t workpiece (hope so.) & LMM chalet. lets hope everything will turn out to be fine. (:

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소녀 나에게 기회를.

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2008-06-14T14:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday went celebrate zd's birthday. suppose meet up 12pm in e end 2pm then leave. went MS. eat. celebrated. douby ghout. arcaded. pool-ed. & lan-ed. after that went back PS. then mrted back to SK. after that LRted home. bathe. h/w-ed. slpt. lazy update so much. holiday boring.& many more h/w not done. anyway end here le ba.

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소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

no went out today. very e sianx sia. zzz -.- guess better start doing my homework tommorow arbo also don't know when to find time to do sia. still got tons of word. tsk. anyway shall end here le ba. byeeeeeeeeeees people.

whats love?? o.o

메인 주 사랑.
be my last ♥.
소녀 나에게 기회를.

feelings change memories don't.

2008-06-10T10:24:00.002+08:00

MORNING!!

haven beee blogging for this few days. nothing much to blog about too. bored. still got tons of homework not done. 1 more wk few days to LMM chalet :D & i guess i should find one day finish off my d&t. anyway nothing much to blog liaos barhs go do my homework first. shall end here. btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXIS. (:

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2008-06-06T19:46:00.004+08:00

woots. 6o% - 65% completion liaos. tiring. anyway nothing much lo. had chemistry lessons & d&t. monday think going for d&t awhile complete it till 75% or so ba. *yawn* chemistry learnt how to read +ve & -ve ions. etc. anyway heres some of the pictures for past few daysss.

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2008-06-03T20:00:00.002+08:00

finally gt time to blog. lazy blog abt past few days e. anw today no d&t coz went to SP. it was a great exp. (: enjoyed it. had a talk abt wads SP is to offer at e convection centre.e hip hop performance was nice. except fr e wushu?? anw nvm abt tt. aft tt had lunch. den jiu anyhow walked. mit up wif ong zy jh & e rest. went to e business course. was quite interesting. had lil competition abt businesss. was grped. gt 23/25. last part was e dealing part. was kinda complicated. @_@ anw aft tt mit up wif jy. den jiu mrted bak to north east line. went kovan eat den jiu home. bored. tml still gt d&t anw wun b bloggin much coz of d&t. end here le ba. bYeeeeeeees.

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2008-05-30T23:31:00.002+08:00

today
as you can see is d&t still. everyday is d&t & d&t. sianx. close to half of my work le. almost all near 3/4 or so le. hais. must faster catch up. anyway. after d&t went 26o. slacked. after that eat le jiu went home le. anyway monday can wake up late le :D cause early morning no lesson. till ard 1o+ i think? hahhs. got chiong folio tml. monday nid check. kkz dam tired le. i go slp le nitessss.

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29/05/o8
d&t...

28/o5/o8
d&t...

2008-05-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

today. had maths mock test. zzz. dunno hw it went. sux i can say. anyway after that slacked in canteen awhile then jiu went fr d&t. raining -.- left around 5+ hahhs. went home with wei lian. lrted - bused home.

lazy blog everything. -.-

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&& LASTLY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YRONNE PANDA LAOPO!!! ((:

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2008-05-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

yesterday had O lvl mother tongue . was rather alright. ((: erms. went to scool together with gordon. after paper homed.

2008-05-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

short & sweet.

WISHING EVERYONE ALL THE BEST FOR TOMMOROW FIRST O LEVEL PAPER. JIAYOUs.

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